When I finally caught up with Abraham Trahaerne, he was
drinking beer with an alcoholic bulldog named Fireball Roberts in a ramshackle
joint just outside of Sonoma, California, drinking the heart right out of a
fine spring afternoon.
—
The Last Good Kiss
I was somewhat timidly holding a can of Rainier Beer at my
first faculty/graduate-student/local writers’ bash in Missoula, Montana, the
first time I saw him. It was the fall of 1978, at Lee Bassett’s house, and
there, standing above Dick Hugo — who was seated at the dining room table — was
this rugged piece of work who looked like a cat skinner or tool-pusher off a
Wyoming drill rig. The hard-looking gent made a sweeping gesture with his right
hand and shouted: “And then, she said I’d stolen the title — from you!”
Hugo went into a rapture of guffaws and the two old bulls
roared with laughter together, apparently enjoying an inside joke. I glanced at
Neil McMahon, who was standing beside me there in the shadows, also somewhat
timidly holding his own can of Rainier. “Who the hell is that?” I said.
“That,” said Neil, who was always in the know, “is James
Crumley.”
Jim Crumley will be remembered by lots of folks for his
early detective novels and the epic scale of his excesses. He was, for almost
forty years, a legendary figure in Missoula’s bars, from The East Gate Liquor
Store and Lounge and the poker tables in the Oxford Café in the ‘70s and ‘80s,
to Charlie’s and The Depot in more recent years. Hundreds, probably thousands,
of people can say they had a beer or toked a fatboy with Jim at one time or
another. And it is true that Crumley knew and enjoyed an astonishing mix of
people, from Missoula street characters to lovely graduate students recently
disembarked from Smith; from part-time carpenters and guys who worked for slim
wages in the woods, to a mob of graduate students and writers and artists from
all over the country.
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| James Crumley |
Oh, yes, we thought we knew him during those Missoula days
in the Eighties, back when a bunch of us spent our days typing away, groping
toward a future when we’d be writers and much in demand. The Last Good Kiss was out, and Jim was our bar-room celebrity, our
dope-smoking bad boy, our ex-Texan who wrote about people dealing with failed
lives and hopeless yearnings right there in Montana, in the manly, crack-on
prose that made him famous. Jim had a string of broken marriages, a list of
teaching jobs that didn’t last, a bird dog named Bean, and his daddy’s
Winchester Model 94, which he would pawn and redeem and pawn again, as his
fortunes rose and fell. He was grand company and bear-trap smart without ever
seeming especially learned or literary. He had some bad habits and a good
heart, and we loved him for both.
Jim died four years ago. Since then his old pals and former
loves have taken their turns remembering him in print and on various web sites.
Although we knew he’d wrecked his health, and that death was coming, his
passing left some of us wounded, nonetheless. The old lion was gone, and that
took some getting used to.
In the late 1970s and early ’80s, when I lucked into some
good times with Jim, he carried himself like an out-of-work-logger, yet he
sported a quick mind and great laugh. In other words, the sort of man you’d
notice right off in a roomful of people. He was usually the last man on his
feet at the parties Missoula writers threw for themselves back then, and he was
about the best company you could find for cross-country road trips. But to say
he was well-known and widely-liked falls way short of the truth, because so
many of us just flat-out loved him and his books with all our hearts.
There was more to Jim Crumley than most folks saw, at least
at first. It took a while before he’d let people in. I was fortunate enough to
spend time with Crumley outside the usual Missoula writers’ scene, which could
get cheesy and inbred. We once drove from Montana to New York City together to
attend to bookish affairs that involved agents and editors and going to lunch.
Jim and I cut wood at Annick Smith’s place near Potomac, and hunted mule deer
at my Dad’s ranch, where Jim used his father’s old lever-action to kill a
couple nice bucks. The summer I spent in Missoula working on a novel, we’d get
together in the afternoons and drive the backroads, smoking a little of this
and that, sipping cold beers and talking. We didn’t talk much about books or
writing. We spoke instead of things that mattered, like motorcycles and women
and the places we loved.
Sure, the public Crumley shared enough vices with his
detective heroes, C. W. Sughrue and Milo Milodragovich, that some people had
trouble seeing where the man ended and his characters began. Jim’s detectives
were tough guys, yet during his years in Missoula, and on the trail of his many
travels, Crumley would sometimes open, like the blossom in a prickly pear
cactus, to reveal a sensitivity and child-like sweetness that had been there
all along, hidden among the thorns. Although in later years he could seem
remote and self-indulgent, he was among the kindest and most generous men I’ve
known.
So I understand why, when I think about Jim Crumley, I think
of him always as a man alive in stories about him, stories in which he was a
participant, not an author. I can’t begin to think about Jim as a literary
figure or as someone I could reveal by talking about his books. I understand
him best, I know, when I close my eyes and see him in motion, doing something
gentle or earnest, unruly or funny, some darned thing his friends would
remember and retell years later with gusto. Here, then, are three such Crumley
stories:
In the spring of 1980, Jim and I decided to drop a few
pounds of beer flab. Because we hated to suffer alone, we’d meet up at the Van
Buren Street bridge and run together along the grade where the Milwaukee Road’s
rails had once headed east out of town. All right, we didn’t exactly run. Like
a team of draft horses who’d spent all winter in the barn, we lumbered along,
coughing up years of cigarette smoke and hoping our morning would not prove a
final humiliation. Crumley, though, was tough and surprisingly steady, a
two-hundred-and-forty-pounder who chugged along as if powered by steam. Most
days he’d outlast me, until I fell, gasping, into a walk after three miles or
so. Then we’d turn and walk back, already talking cold beers and good smoke,
while hoping we’d done ourselves no permanent harm.
One bright morning, when we’d finished our run and had
walked back almost to the University of Montana, we noticed two young men,
dressed in casual wear that seemed a tad preppy, coming toward us with a
bulldog trotting at their heels. As we neared them, one of the lads recognized
Jim and said, “You’re James Crumley, aren’t you?” And when Crumley nodded, the
young man pointed to the bulldog. “Meet Fireball Roberts,” he said.
Crumley couldn’t have been more tickled if they’d given him
a prize. He talked with them for a few of minutes, as the bulldog drooled and
grinned, and it was easy to see, as I stood and watched, that Jim was every bit
as pleased by the encounter as they were. He was like that. Never stand-offish,
never condescending, but genuinely interested in the people he encountered. If
you spent any time around Crumley back then, it was easy to forget that he was
not only famous, but already had the beginnings of a cult following, too.